FukoChan2

With these walls around me I know you can’t hear me scream I’m trying to hide it, can I do it well? Or are you pretending I don’t even exist Where are you when I need you the most? I know you’re here, but I can’t see you When will the day come when I feel cured? Today is not the day, but there’s a hopeful tomorrow Why do you watch me drown when I try to reach for you? Do you even know why I’m sinking? Can you hear me breathe? Come save me before I crash, send me to shore Save me before I can’t breathe anymore

I say I want to gain weight Because I believe I'm smaller then I should be You hear it after I eat a Double Whopper And you think I'm just crazy I wear a bunch of bracelets It's part of my style and a way to hide When you see more then three You say it's not my style I wear my band shoes outside of school To me I think it's adorable You see them on my feet You think I'm just weird I'm tired of the comments on my choices in life You think they're not good because it's something you wouldn't do But it's my life, my style, and my choices I believe you should respect that

I can honestly say I've been wrong Wrong about myself, my life My flaws, my falls Everything, because I know I have that shiny glow With the people in my life, I am truly rich I may not have everything like a millionaire But with the love and life I have I'm truly blessed and truly rich I may have my falls, and I may blame myself But someday I know that will all be over Someday new scars won't be formed, my heart will be fixed My life will be better, and everything will turn out like I dreamed it would be

Fly little bird, fly higher then you can remember 'Cause you've been dreaming of this day since the beginning of September I remember how relieved you felt when you were finally free You told me it's okay when I cried that day, that's how it's supposed to be You told me you can't wait until it's my turn, that my time will come You told me it's not working out for me where I came from I will wait, but to see you leave isn't what I wanted Things at home changed, and I swear I think it's haunted At least I can still see you on weekends, but it's not like it used to be I want to be able to see you every day, but I can't anymore,  so I feel a pain

I feel like everything I do I'll ruin it in the end and ruin someone's day too I feel like everything I touch will shatter I get all emotional about it even if it didn't matter Sometimes it wouldn't last long but it still happens every time Everything I do I feel like it's worse then a crime My friends tell me I'm a miracle, but I find that hard to believe Even when I do believe it, it's a thought I can't receive I ask myself why God even created me looking at everything I did I just feel like everything I do is horrible, even though I'm not a bad kid It surprises me that I'm still going on even though I'm not that strong Because as I grow o